April 3, 2019

It's been awhile, I know. I'm getting really bad at remembering to write. Actually, it's not really that, my life is just that boring. Since the last time I wrote; Amelia turned 4, I had my last day at alphabest, and that's about it.
Amelia has started being really bad lately. Not sure why. Probably my crappiness at parenting, or the age, or its what she sees happening. I'm not sure. I do know, that with this week of being home, she's learning that she's not going to get away with everything. She's starting to listen when I raise my voice.
My last day at alphabest was really difficult. I cried, a lot. Those were my kids for almost 2 years. They will always be a part of me. Only a week and a half and I miss them like crazy. I'm actually going to visit them tomorrow! Maybe since hours are so low, at my new job, I can substitute. But, that would make it harder to say goodbye to the kids again.
I am loving my new job, though. It's awesome! There are so many dogs. It doesn't feel like a job. I mean, I get paid to play with dogs! Of course, feeding and bathing and cleaning up after them are part of the job, but that's okay!! I get to spend time with dogs! There's a few there that are so sweet. I look forward to seeing them when I go in.  They're there a lot since they're the owners (of the boarding kennel) dogs. It's awesome! Seriously, I don't think i can say that enough. Especially this one dog that was taught to give hugs. She's the sweetest.
Unfortunately, like I said, my life isn't that entertaining.