Vacation and Mia's half birthday

We'll start off with a recap of the beach trip I went on with my Princess, Mom, and Ms. Mackenzie. For those that don't know, we went to Atlantic Beach over my birthday. It was a pretty nice trip. The first day there, was nice. We really didn't do too much. Ran to a few stores to get food for the week and such.The next day, Tuesday, we went to the aquarium and the beach. Mia really liked the sea otters. She loved watching them swim around in their "home". The beach was, definitely, a completely new experience for her. She liked it at times, then not so much. She did like the water hitting her feet, though. Wasn't a huge fan of the sand or sun. Wednesday, which was my 23rd birthday, we spent the day in Goldsboro. I got to see Aunt Kellie and have dinner with her. It was the first time I'd seen her in years. It was really nice to see her. Thursday, we did nothing. Just relaxed. Well, the best you can with a 3 year old and 6 month old. The last day, Friday, we did a bunch of cleaning. We had to. We were borrowing a house from some of my parents friends, from the Air Force, and they were selling it, so it had to be spotless. Any who, the other portion of that day was spent shopping. We tried to do all out souvenir shopping in one day. That just so happened to be the day that I had gotten paid. Then, on Saturday, we began our trip back home.
Next on my list of topics... My baby turned 6 months old!!! I wasn't very happy about it. I just think she needs to stop growing up. At her appointment on the 22nd, she had another round of shots, which is always fun. She does weigh 15 pounds. She's 25.5 inches tall. Yes, that's almost half my height. Do you know how that makes me feel?! My 6 month old is half my height.
Lastly, boys suck. Yes, boys. Men, not necessarily. I just keep finding immature boys. One day, I'll learn. For now, I just need to stay to myself. As much as I'd like to find a father figure for Mia, I don't think it's going to happen any time soon. One day, maybe. But, I highly doubt it. Everyone keeps saying that there is someone out there for everyone, but I'm not so sure. Mine probably became a Monk or something. Either way, I don't think there is one for me. Oh well.

23rd Birthday

Happy birthday, to me! Except, it doesn't feel like a birthday. Just feels like another day. I guess that's expected when its not an important birthday, or you know, when you have a child. My birthdays don't matter anymore. They're just another day. Amelia's birthday is completely different. I'm excited for her first, but I'm not ready, at all. She'll be 6 months, soon. I don't want her to grow up. Ever. She's my baby. She'll always be my baby.
Anyway, we spent half the day in Goldsboro, where I was born. It changed more than I thought it would. I didn't remember very much. I'm not going to lie, I was really disappointed. I would like to move back though. I would give anything to live in North Carolina in general. I'm thinking getting a beach house sounds good. Now, to convince certain family members, or find a husband who will live here. I seriously don't want to leave. I think everyone should just come down and move here. Life would be better ;-) I'll write again when vacation is over! :)

September 10, 2015

Things are going okay, lately. Sprained my finger. Or something. I'm not entirely sure, really. This happened Monday night, and is still bruised.  I'm hoping it'll get better before we go to the beach. Which, we leave Sunday! Yay!! Have to work tomorrow, then Saturday is "Paul Walker day" aka his birthday. I'm spending the whole day watching the Fast and Furious movies. I think that is a great way to spend the day.
So, I'm thinking we'll go to Goldsboro for my birthday. As in, we'll spend that day in the city I was born in. I'm so excited to go back! I'm, also, hoping we can go to an aquarium or zoo while we're at the beach. Mia hasn't been to one yet. I think she'll love all the animals. Other than that, we're not doing anything. Just chillaxing at the beach. I'm so excited.
Lastly, I'm starting to take it personally that I can't get a boyfriend or a guy who wants to stay around. I mean, I get it, I have a kid. That's a lot to ask anyone to take on. But, still. I just feel like I'm not worth it. Maybe, Amelia and I are truly better alone. I mean, there is a guy I really like, and he says he likes me, but I can't help but think that he's just saying this to get into my pants. But, how many times do plans need to get canceled before I take the hint. It could be that things actually do keep coming up, but there is that thought in the back of your head that it's all suspicious. I don't know, I don't want to jinx this. But, I've always liked this guy, since I first met him. Never stopped. I don't know. Maybe I'm reading into it, too much. And, hopefully, he doesn't read this. Ever. Well, not anytime soon at least. If he does, hopefully, he'll be okay. Not like I named names or anything. ;-)
Time to start cleaning and packing!