Holiday Fun

Doctor Who painting

Sorry, for the delayed post, but Happy Holidays, everyone! I'm hoping everyone had a joyful Holiday. Got everything you wanted. Had a great time with family. After all, isn't spending time with your family what the holidays are all about? For me, I had a great holiday. My nieces were over, which was great even if they tend to drive me insane. As was my older sister. The girls (my nieces) were, of course, spoiled rotten. Not that that's surprising. They're 2 and 5, they'll be spoiled.

My stuff

I made off pretty nicely, too. I got a Doctor Who painting that has my two favorite Doctors, 10th Doctor (David Tennant) and the 11th Doctor (Matt Smith). Also, I got a pair of pajamas with the Eiffel Tower on them, which anyone who knows me, knows I'm obsessed with Paris. I got a beautiful dress from Victoria's Secret that was supposed to be for after I have Amelia, but it fits wonderfully as a maternity dress. I got a black sweater that is also from Victoria's Secret, but I got to wear under my work uniform. Lastly, I got a jewelry making kit.

For Amelia

I got a bunch of stuff that's for Amelia. She got plenty of outfits, which were all so freaking adorable! Got one of those carrying things that go on your stomach. She got two pacifiers, one of which says 'I love Mommy'. She also got a baby blanket from Harley Davidson. Which, if you know my mother, that's no surprise. She, also, got a Batman bib. Which, this Mama loves Batman!
I, really, can not wait until next Christmas when I can have Amelia there for her presents. Just 363 more days until my baby gets her first Christmas!

To Mommy...

You've told me to write down my feelings in my blog. To think of it as a diary, but public. Well, its helped me more than anyone can understand. This entry is to you though. I don't know how to say it to you, so I'm using this.... After the appointment yesterday, I am absolutely terrified of what will happen the 29th. Y'all will be in Florida and I'll be here. What if something happens? Especially, since we know I've been having contractions. What if I start dilating? What if I'm put on bed rest? What if I go into labor? What if something is wrong and I have to have a C-section? I know you and dad tell me not to worry, but that really does not help me. Especially, when the Midwife was concerned. I don't want to be selfish, but I really don't want you to go. I need my mommy. Yes, I know, I'm 22 with a child on the way. This is still scary to think of going through alone. With you being 14 hours away. I really hope nothing will happen, but with what has gone on so far, I'm going to be scared... Just thought I should tell you this one way or another. This was the best way I could think of besides writing you a note, then you said your gym appointment was canceled and there went the note idea. Hopefully, you'll understand that I'm really not trying to be selfish, I just rather be safe than sorry.

Sick

Being sick while pregnant really does suck. It's not like I can take anything really. I just have to suffer. Now, the part that sucks most is that I think its the beginning of the flu. Which it better damn well not be. My dad had the flu for the past week and now my younger sister is sick, as am I. Thankfully, from what I can tell, Amelia is okay. She keeps kicking up a storm. She must love hurting Mommy. But, its still so cute! Just feeling her move around is the most amazing thing ever. I love it. And I love her.
Holidays are just around the corner as we all know, and we still have no tree and practically no presents. I've finished all my shopping and wrapping, just waiting for a few things to arrive in the mail to finish it all up. Otherwise, I'm completely done. My parents on the other hand, from what I know, haven't even started. I'm not even sure what I want for Christmas. Don't get me wrong, I really don't care what I get seeing as I'm 22 with a baby on the way, but I do want gifts still. It's fun to see what people get you. Which may explain why I'm more excited for everyone to see what I got them. I thought of getting Amelia stuff, but since she isn't here yet, I didn't. I'll just use my tax money to get her stuff. I should get enough to cover car payments while on maternity leave, and to spoil my baby girl. Can't wait to meet her!