There really isn't much that I want to talk about except for one major thing. Why do I always like the guys that are already in relationships. Mom says it's because I'm afraid of commitment and they can't really do anything if they're with someone else. But then, I feel really bad about it. But then it's fun. It's not like I do anything. It's just flirting and talking. I can handle that, but when they don't even want the other person to know that you even talk. Then, I start feeling guilty. Do I really have to though? Like, do I have anything to be feeling guilty about? I guess flirting is pretty bad. Not like I'm going to go off and have sex with them. I just, honestly, like the attention. Then again, who doesn't?
Only other thing, I finally contacted a psychiatrist. I just have to wait for the intake forms to be received before I get an appointment. Then I can finally get diagnosed with Asperger's, correctly. Not this "Oh, you have it, but not on paper" crap.
That's it for today.
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