January 10, 2016

You know what's weird? Life. I was sitting and thinking about how much things can change in a few years. Even the tiniest little things can change. My biggest thing is how I always said I wouldn't have sex until I was married. Now look at me, I'm a single mother. At one time, I said how I regret meeting Amelia's father, but truth is, I don't. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have my perfect little princess. Don't get me wrong, I wish I waited longer, and I wish it happened with a different guy, but then I wouldn't have the Amelia that I have now. It's really strange to think about certain aspects of your life. If I went to college, I wouldn't have worked at Roy Rogers, Victoria's Secret, Ryan's Buffet, or even Tractor Supply. Things would be so different. I wouldn't have met some awesome people. I wouldn't have met some horrible people. I wouldn't be who I am today. Granted, I don't know what type of person I'd be. I could have a husband, could be a cop, could be rich, I don't know. Frankly, I don't care, because I wouldn't have Amelia and she's more important than anything else in the world.
Second thing on my mind. The Powerball. Now, we know the chances of any of us winning ate very slim, but I know we've all thought of what we'd spend it on, and I'm going to tell you my plans. First, donate a bunch to charity, specifically ROWW and ASPCA. Second, pay off my parents bills; cars, house, student loans, etc. Then, get a new house on a private island. Get my dream car, a '69 Charger. Pay off my sister's college. Get my craft business started. And of course, share some with those close to me. And set some aside for Mia, of course. What would you do if you won?