August 18

Have you ever noticed that history really does repeat itself? I'm not going to mention any names, but there is this guy that I'm sort of interested in. First, I'm going to mention the history part. For those of you who know my parents, you'll know some of these facts. My mother is three years older than my father. My mom already had a kid when they met. Unfortunately, there isn't much more than that, history wise. Those are the only two facts that really correspond with what I have going on. This guy is three years younger than me, and I obviously have a child.
But, see, there are also some things, that I feel can ruin anything that could happen. I mean, I have a form of autism. He doesn't know that. He doesn't know my history or hatred for 90% of the male population. I know not all guys are like that, but I just happen to find all the bad ones. What if this guy is one of those? We all know I have fantastic taste in people. Its to the point where I'm trying to go for complete opposite guys as I normally would. Then again, I'm really not looking for anything. I've got me and Amelia. I don't need much else. Besides my AWESOME parental units. (I know one of you will read this.) Then we have the whole, what if something does happen between us. That's asking a 19 year old to possibly act as a father to a child that isn't his. You know, you really don't think about things like this unless you're a single parent. It's definitely a weird thing to think about. Then we have the fact that I'm writing about this in my blog. Thankfully, I'm not worried about him reading this.
Now, about the perfect little Princess I have. She absolutely loves her walker that she has. She's "walking" around the table. So many toys, so little time. She has her next doctors appointment September 4th. I think she'll be getting more shots, which is just so lovely... Other than that, I don't think there is much else going on. We have our beach trip coming up within the next month, providing we find somewhere to stay. Mom wants camping. I'm thinking we need something like a cottage. Something with a bathroom, really. A kitchen would be nice, too, since we'll be cooking more than going out to eat. I guess we really should start doing some planning. Maybe one day. ;-)