Thursday, August 27, 2015

50th post/1 year

First off, I'd like to thank my readers for sticking with me and the boringness that is my life. I know not much has really happened or has even been interesting but y'all did it. Made me actually feel important. In a year, I've had 1818 views. The best part, my blog has been seen across the world. I have page views from Ireland (27), Japan (6), Germany (5), Poland (3), Ukraine (2), France (1), Malaysia (1), and Taiwan (1). I haven't even been to these places, but my blog has been. Do you know how awesome that is?! Think about it. Little girl, who was just creating a blog to let out her feelings has been seen across the world! Now, if the people from these places, actually, anyone who reads this, could comment, that would be AMAZING! I'd like to know who all reads this and what you think. Should I continue posting or post a farewell?
As you all have read, I've had some ups and downs with my depression. As much as I love my daughter, it's hard being a single mother. Especially, mentally. I know I have help from my family, but its stressful. I barely sleep anymore. But, it's worth it. Right? My little miracle princess is the greatest thing to ever happen to me. We weren't supposed to make it, but we did. It's a lot to take in mentally. Think about it. You weren't supposed to live, neither was your child. But, you do. You faced all the odds and survived!
Miss Amelia is doing great. Apparently, there are some concerns about Autism though. She's showing more and more signs all the time. Doesn't mean anything, to me, really. I have the same issue, so why would it make any difference? I just know how to deal with it more than most people would. Now, just if I could figure out how to handle her nightmares. We've also discovered that she has a major love for animals. Not only do I mean her boyfriend, Junior, but all animals. She picked out a stuffed dog at the Harley dealership and has barely let go of it. Then, I showed her a video of a bunch of animals trying to fit in things like cups and boxes and she just laughed. Yeah, my little baby just laughed. She got all excited. Did her little kick fests and everything. It was absolutely adorable!!!
This year has been truly amazing. So much has happened. To think, a year ago I announced that I was pregnant. Now, I have my own little miracle baby that I get to spend the rest of my life with. Who needs a man when you have a child, that will love you unconditionally.
Baby is getting upset now, so I'll leave you, awesome readers, with this... Thank you so much for spending your time reading this. You all are awesome!!!!

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