February 11th

I thought it's been a lot longer since I last wrote. Not even a week yet. Either way, time to update what's going on in the world of Amelia and Amanda. Ready? Nothing. Seriously. My life is so boring once again. I did have some serious pains the other night. To the point where they stopped me in my tracks. They weren't contractions though. They didn't last long enough, so I'm guessing they were Braxton Hicks. Very painful little suckers though. I couldn't sleep that night. Finally passed out a little after 1am. And we had Kenzie spend the night that night, so she has me up at 10. I get that that's 9 hours of sleep, if you don't count the constantly waking up to pee or get comfortable. But, alas, I am 8 months pregnant, so I like my sleep. Especially now knowing once Amelia is here, I can say good bye to sleep.
A little while ago, Amelia's possible father contacted me trying to see how I was doing and to see if she's his, but I don't really know if she is. Either way, when I told him I was pregnant he said that she can't be his and if she is, he wants nothing to do with her. But now he does. Granted, I'd rather this guy be her father than the other one, but I don't want him around her either. I've been thinking of an ultimatum... Either he stays away or he can see her on occasion but then I get child support. Now first, I do have to find out if she is his or not. If she's the other guys, I want nothing to do with him. I'll get a lawyer to take away any parental rights he may have. Hopefully that won't be too hard. I don't want to be a total bitch, but I know we're both much better off without him.
I was hoping to do some shopping for Amelia with my tax money, but I really didn't get anything back. It sucks. Thankfully, she has grandma and grandpa ;)