Back to work tomorrow. Kinda nervous. I don't want to get stressed out too much. What if something happens again? I don't want to keep risking Amelia like this. Its not fair to her. And if ANYTHING happens to her, I don't know what I would do. I know, I shouldn't be thinking like this, but I've already been in the ER a couple times with threatened miscarriages. I don't want to know what every one of these incidents do to my baby.
On the bright side, to make a better life for Amelia when she is born, I have been looking at colleges and jobs. I applied for FAFSA and I know that once I actually look and have her, I can grants for being a single mother. I know if I can do that, I'll be able to get a better job, than a cashier, and give Amelia a better life. I can hopefully run my own business. Either a jewelry store or a sanctuary center. At least that's my dream.
Sorry for such a short post. Just had to say something..
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