January 31, 2019

The first month of the year is finally over. Well, in three and a half hours. It has been a very long month, I think for everyone. Oddly enough, not a lot has happened. I've realized that no matter how good you think people are, they'll stab you in the back to help themselves. Sometimes, it's not even to get ahead. Sometimes, it really is just to make themselves feel better. Sometimes, it's the people you least expect. At least, I know it now. The only other thing that has happened is that I FINALLY joined a gym. I've only gone twice so far. I'm hoping to do three times a week though. But, who knows. It depends on my motivation. Right now, my motivation is looking okay in a bikini when I go to the beach in June. I figure, that gives me enough time to work off about 20 pounds. Sadly, I don't like to diet, so it's really counterproductive. I want to eat what I want and exercise and still lose weight. Does that even work?
I really wish I had more to write about, but I don't. Well, I do, but those topics, I can't. It's complicated. I'm sorry for such a short post, but at least it's something.