Ten days until my birthday. I still don't know what I'm doing. A certain somebody, *Cough Erik Cough* won't tell me. "It's a surprise" he says. I'm too impatient for that crap though. I want to know what we're doing. I know a hotel is involved, and that it is. I miss him, though. It's been a week since we've seen each other. I know that doesn't sound like it's been that long, but this is the longest we have gone. Doesn't help that we are both sick today, one of the only days we both have off. Though, I only work until 10am tomorrow, and he's off, so there's a chance. Maybe. We'll see. I need to see him soon, I keep having nightmares of him leaving me. One dream was that he cheated on me with someone at comicon and the other was that he started distancing himself and broke up with me. Mom says it's because I'm insecure, she's probably right, sadly.
Mia had a cold a few days ago and wouldn't sleep. One night, I had two hours of sleep. The next night I had 30 minutes, and the last night I had maybe four hours. She's doing a little better now. Her nose is still really runny, but no fever or anything anymore. She's still grumpy, of course, but that's not surprising. She's sleeping better, too. So that helps. She still has to have some medicine so that she can sleep. But, that's easy. We have a humidifier which is helping both of us. It's also helping with my allergies. Thankfully.
I don't think there is really anything else to talk about at the moment...
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