People

You ever have one of those people who make you hate everything? By everything, I mean everything. Yourself, your job, going out, everything. I've found that person. The worst part is knowing they don't give a shit. They make me want to hit them and cry and pull out all my hair. Giving the type of person I am, I'm not going to say anything to them in fear of retaliation. And they're in the position to possibly retaliate. This person could make my life a living hell if they really wanted to. Actually, that's probably what they're working on. Especially if they know that eventually I'll just avoid seeing them any way possible. I don't want to go into specifics, just in case they actually read this (yeah right) but it's too the point where it's all pissing my parents off amd they want me to talk to someone who can take care of it. Unfortunately, I have no faith in this other person. We're going to call this person B and the original person A. A always says crap to me and about me. But A doesn't do this if anyone else is around, especially if B is around. And I've talked to B before about A but nothing has happened and I don't know how much more of this I can take. We all know I have mental problems already; especially dealing with who I am, how I look, etc; eventually I'm going to snap. Sadly, that'll just be locking myself in my room and cry. I'm hoping not to get to that point. I guess we'll find out soon!