I'm hoping it'll get better before we go to the beach. Which, we leave Sunday! Yay!! Have to work tomorrow, then Saturday is "Paul Walker day" aka his birthday. I'm spending the whole day watching the Fast and Furious movies. I think that is a great way to spend the day.So, I'm thinking we'll go to Goldsboro for my birthday. As in, we'll spend that day in the city I was born in. I'm so excited to go back! I'm, also, hoping we can go to an aquarium or zoo while we're at the beach. Mia hasn't been to one yet. I think she'll love all the animals. Other than that, we're not doing anything. Just chillaxing at the beach. I'm so excited.
Lastly, I'm starting to take it personally that I can't get a boyfriend or a guy who wants to stay around. I mean, I get it, I have a kid. That's a lot to ask anyone to take on. But, still. I just feel like I'm not worth it. Maybe, Amelia and I are truly better alone. I mean, there is a guy I really like, and he says he likes me, but I can't help but think that he's just saying this to get into my pants. But, how many times do plans need to get canceled before I take the hint. It could be that things actually do keep coming up, but there is that thought in the back of your head that it's all suspicious. I don't know, I don't want to jinx this. But, I've always liked this guy, since I first met him. Never stopped. I don't know. Maybe I'm reading into it, too much. And, hopefully, he doesn't read this. Ever. Well, not anytime soon at least. If he does, hopefully, he'll be okay. Not like I named names or anything. ;-)
Time to start cleaning and packing!
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