No idea....

Figured it was a great time to finally update. Nothing new, really. Had an appointment today. Heart beat was 138. Supposedly, that means its a boy. I really hope its not. I know that is horrible to say, but I really want a girl. I seriously would not know what to do with a boy. My mother keeps telling "if it's a boy, he'll still look cute in little pink dresses." No, mother. IF its a boy, you will not be putting him in dresses. Either way, part of me just feels like its a girl. I hope it is. I have my heart set on a baby girl. Anyway, haven't felt my baby move at all lately, my midwife said that was common since I'm only 18 weeks. I should feel my baby move more come week 22. I'll know the gender by then. I find out less than 2 weeks from now. It's Monday now and I find out next Thursday. I am so excited to find out!
Lately, I've been getting dizzy more often than before. It's not very fun. Especially at work. Even less fun when your boss is a jerk. I have a doctor's note that says I need to sit. He gets pissed every time I sit. The other day, I got so dizzy and kept blacking out, he refused to let me go home, so I sat down in a chair, at my register. Yet, he threatened to change my hours, clocking me out for an hour while I was working, because I was sitting. Thankfully, I know that is illegal and I called him on it. Today at my appointment though, I got an updated note. Now, with having TWO different notes, written by different doctors, on the same matter, if he says anything, I will be going over his head and getting corporate involved. Its the only thing I can think of doing, sadly. But, I'm just waiting for him to slip up again. No one likes him, he doesn't do his job, and he is just an ass. Excuse my language. I've made sure not to tell him about my Asperger's. Not that I'm embarrassed, I'm not, its who I am, BUT, I know he'll treat me differently if he knew. The other managers know, but I just can't tell him.I think that's it for today. Promise to post when I find out the sex!