Trip to the ER

Last Saturday, had to go to the ER for bleeding during pregnancy. For someone who always thinks the worst is happening, this was not a fun trip. I was so panicked. As was my mother. Bleeding, stomach cramps, headaches. It was concerning. First thought we all had was miscarriage. Now, how does this relate to me having Asperger's? On my birthday, I'll have had this one single stuffed animal, named Banjo, for 10 years. Banjo was right beside me in the ER. He makes me feel safe. So safe that I can't sleep without him. Especially, when
I'm nervous. Needless to say, banjo will be with me a lot more often. Now, back to the ER part. Everything is okay. I had to be on bed rest for a few days until the bleeding had stopped. Thankfully it has stopped. The only problem now is that I don't weigh enough. Almost 3 months along and I'm only 95 pounds. This is not good, obviously. If you didn't know, I've been struggling with Anorexia for a couple years. Take someone with that and get them pregnant and make them have to eat, it's not simple. I do still have that "I'm getting fat" thought but I know it's healthy for the baby. I just don't see it as that, just yet. But, I need to. I think that's about it for now.